meegan | twenty six | T.L | hufflepuff | writer | beta
Awesome.
the more I think about my actions in the past year, the less surprised I am that I’ve put us in this place that I can’t fix
I hate that I’ve had to learn how to do this without you.
days like today make me wish I could just hide away from everyone
accidentally gave myself an emotional breakdown
| Anonymous asked: i regret continuously pushing you away. it’s hard living a life without you. but i’ve done far too much damage to fix this. i think about constantly. and it kills me that i pushed you away. i’m sorry. |
It’s not all on you. I regret not letting you all the way in and I hate that I didn’t fight harder for you, for us. I’m so sorry for it all. I miss you so much. Living without you feels like theres a hole in my chest and I hate it.
| Anonymous asked: i don’t know if i can do this. |
You’re so much stronger than you think you are. I miss you so fucking much, more than I thought was possible. I know you’re going to find someone who fights for you, who can help you through the darkness and who loves every part of you.
This has been the longest week of my life
I Almost Do, The Last Time, All Too Well, and Better Man are all sisters, all about begging yourself not to go back to him again, no matter how much you love him, no matter how good he is to you sometimes, it’s not worth falling apart just to get that fleeting feeling of falling in love again. In this essay I will